So many words I wish I could say though they struggle for life would you listen? Would you blush if words be too kind or laugh and wish they would echo without need for answer

A little girl with Dreams so Pure Has Grown, become a Wife Why then? Am I so Unhappy? With my now 'Existing' Life? Because my Life has turned on me A big black cloud has loomed Just as in the past it has My Life it seems now 'doomed' Never to become just what I thought A World of Love Joy and Glee Instead is seems the 'sadness's back Its 'arms' engulfing Me! Our Life is good, we're making ground Ahead we SEEM To Go? Then along comes the 'sadness' to spoil it Our relationship can Never Grow Just like a bright green seedling Fights its way towards the light Trying to become All It Can Be Will strengthen its cause all right But - land the bug, unclear intent That eats upon the leaves Foundations gone and rot sets in The 'bug' Destroys ALL he sees The waters there, as too the dirt This 'bug' SHOULD Never go But of course he does, its Not Enough There's More he wants to know.. Where can I go Now? Who can I use? For I Do Not Have RESPECT! ME is all I know NOW THAT - and Pure Neglect Neglect unto my father Although he does not see But secretly 'bug' Loves that For it keeps him unto thee Daddy and me, Me and Daddy I'll sever all who's near I just want there to be two of us -Do I make myself clear? If I do not - through words of mine Then look at what I do I'll make sure SHE comes Second And that Dad does punish YOU 'Cause he would Never do that to his son The ONLY ONE That Matters It's just a shame he cannot see His 'other life' in TATTERS!